Her eyes don't come up. She leans forward slightly again, her elbows resting on her legs.

"I can't stop. I know you don't - I don't help you, but -"

fuck this, I don't know why, I just kinda-
I don't think either of us need another-

It was never anything good for them. And she could just not care, sometimes. Most of the time. They had to deal with it But with X -

Her head shakes slightly, and her voice is calm. Maybe even slightly resigned.

"You help me and I can't stop that."