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Eventually, Elle had leaned back onto the bed, curled away from Ava, watching the IV drip. The sandwiches have been consumed and the packages discarded. X is sitting at the edge of her bed – Elle has been listening to her breathing, while she waited.

She's not entirely sure what she's waiting for.

But if it's for sleep, that doesn't seem to be coming any time soon.

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Elle glances down again.

"He did it to her."

"I know."

She does. Because Elle said so.

But X is still worried.

It is how she rolls. (Sometimes.)

Not looking up -

"It - I don't like it."

"I do not think Ava does, either."

X sounds fairly certain of that.

"And I do not."

Beat.

"But I do not know -- "

She pauses again, searching for words.

"How to -- help."

Beat.

"I like that you're here."

(She's not really sure how to help, either.)

"I -"

"I don't like that she doesn't know what happened."

X's fingers tighten on Elle's.

"No," she agrees.

"I think it is making her more upset. Ava."

She glances to one side.

"Knowing might make her upset too."

X hesitates, but --

"You wanted to know. What you did not remember."

This time she does flick a glance over at Ava.

"You think she will be different? Even if it is -- bad."

"I decided I wanted to."

Beat. "For me."

In retrospect, she can understand why those who knew in her world didn't always want to help.

"She will decide, too."

It seems self-evident to X.

Is she missing something?

"For her."

When she is awake again. Or not pretending to sleep.

Or whatever.

"I don't know what to say to her.

"If she doesn't want to know."

"I do not know, either."

Uh oh.

Looking to the side, maybe aware of how ridiculous it sounds -

"I'm glad that didn't happen to me."

X's fingers tighten around Elle's.

"I am, too."

It is the truth.

"I didn't want it to happen to her."

X, at least, had managed to stop it.

"He did."

X sounds fairly certain about that. Among other things.

"But I do not understand why."

"He wanted people."

But Elle's not too sure about why, either.

"I think he liked when people were afraid."

It's sort of like asking if that's what he wanted people for.

If you squint.

"She said he was hungry."

Beat. "And - he told you, too."

"Yes," X agrees.

"But I do not know what he eats."

Ate.

"I do not want it to be people."

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Unhelpful - "I think it was?"

"It is good that he did not get to eat anyone. Here."

Or did he?

"Yeah."

She thinks?

"I don't know how it - worked."

X considers this for several long, long moments.

Then --

"Nutrient absorption is possible. Though the skin."

She looks dubious.

"He did not have a mouth."

Beat.

"You saw."

"Yeah."

Maybe she shouldn't think on it too much.

"I don't think Ava knew, either."